31/05/2011
Bye NTU!
And so it's time to move on from hope of graduation at a local Uni. I'm giving up the spot on NTU Art, Design & Media in favour of a 1 year RMIT Bachelor of Design. Ultimately, 4 years is too long for me if I want to make something of my life now. I have no idea if anything will change after graduation and once I start working, but I'm not waiting 4 years to find out. Because by then, it will really be too late. 26/27 years old? Come on, my 42k debt from the Uni will haunt me forever.
Though I always did wonder if I didn't take Computer Science at NTU last year, then that tuition grant problem wouldn't be a problem - would I have jumped onto the acceptance for ADM then? This seriously reminds me of the time back in Poly Year 1 when I rejected Mass Comm at NP to stay in SP's DDM. Life changing decisions.
Today's the deadline anyway. Just got to do my best with whatever I get then. Like my cousin, I will show them that prestige doesn't always come out tops.
Ciao Pulau NTU! At least I got a taste of your legendary foreign talent-ness! (They are indeed EVERYWHERE)
updated @ 3:57 p.m.
19/05/2011
Between a rock and a hard place
Holy shit I actually got accepted to Ntu's ADM!
I'm kinda in a dilemma right now. I've wasted my first year after graduation from poly because I didn't get accepted back then. Then the following year I went for computer science instead. But I dropped out after 1 semester. So it's been 2 years since I've graduated poly, now am I still going to enrol for 4 years just to get a degree?
My only other alternative right now is RMIT's Bachelor of Design (Communication Design). That will be an intensive 1 year course. Of course I'm not sure if I got accepted to that yet. Still awaiting replies. Then I only have until June 1st to reply Ntu's offer.
Really got to get my priorities right now. 4 years is a long time. =(
updated @ 4:41 a.m.
18/03/2011
Without words
Recently I've been on a Korean drama binge. Completed Secret Garden, Sungkyunkwan Scandal and You're Beautiful within 2 weeks and got to know lots of really gorgeous korean male leads due to that. Hyun Bin, Yoo Ah In, Song Joong Ki, Jung Yong Hwa!
Now I really want to visit Korea and see this city of pretty boys for myself! More than that I want a romance like those in these dramas. Actually a simple romance will do. Actually even a semblance of it will do. I need something to brighten up my really sad lonely life.
Well, I've got more pressing matters on hand. Time for a change of mood to get cracking on designs! If I'm not going to have a future with anyone, I best make sure I earn lots of money so my life doesn't completely go downhill.
updated @ 10:02 p.m.
22/02/2011
Feel so
without a doubt damnit bloody worthless.
updated @ 10:47 p.m.
14/02/2011
I need Lumox
I know you're disappointed in me - even I'm disappointed in myself. What am I to do with this life? I only know what I don't want, not what I want. Sometimes I wish I can just escape everything and disappear.
updated @ 12:27 a.m.
07/02/2011
FUUUUUU
Damn it the blocked ear problem is back again.
updated @ 1:25 a.m.
20/01/2011
I want to
turn back time so much because I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I can't seem to move forward and I can't go back, this is such a disappointing stage of my life. Seriously wtf am I doing?
updated @ 2:19 a.m.
14/01/2011
The wait was the best
Well, their move sucked. I'm at a loss on what to do next since RMIT doesn't look like its next batch of applications are opening anytime soon. Stay in Com Sci and suffer or what now?
No wonder it ends in 2012.
updated @ 1:19 p.m.
*CURRENTS
Date Tuesday, 30 Nov 2010
Time 0122 hrs
Place Home
Wearing some tee and shorts
Watching Nothing
Listening 15 minutes - The Yeah You's
Talking to Nobody
Last read Nothing
Last watched movie Easy A
Eating & Drinking Nothing
Quote of moment None
Site of moment None
Anime/manga of moment Cheese in the trap
Song of moment Perfect Day - The Constellations